Yeah, it does... I guess sometimes we don't really know ourselves all that well.
[He's trying to put a more positive spin on it, at the very least, although seeing Richard's desperation, and having his own hopes of happiness for his friends ripped away from him...it still hurts.]
Besides, it made me realize that there are people who rely on me even now. So I want to keep doing my best for them. And for myself too.
[He smiles apologetically.] Sorry, this got depressing fast... I guess this isn't what most people talk about on dates, huh?
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Date: 2018-09-30 07:50 pm (UTC)[He's trying to put a more positive spin on it, at the very least, although seeing Richard's desperation, and having his own hopes of happiness for his friends ripped away from him...it still hurts.]
Besides, it made me realize that there are people who rely on me even now. So I want to keep doing my best for them. And for myself too.
[He smiles apologetically.] Sorry, this got depressing fast... I guess this isn't what most people talk about on dates, huh?
[Not that he would know.]